Home Sweet Home

;)

my godmother and i

my mom and i

@ the tao bistro

the city that never sleeps

rib eye, mmm

my folks

godparents <3

grilled mahi mahi

I'm finally home in the Bay Area! Man, I definitely feel like I have gained weight, but I had so much fun and quality time with my parents and Godparents. I truly feel blessed to have them in my life, really. They're the people I know where I can vent to how much I miss Jerry, and tell them 10000 stories and they won't make me feel like I'm annoying them. They are my backbone; they are completely honest and also always have my back. I remember growing up, we would all go on family trips together, mainly some where in nature. That's why I was surprised that we all decided to goto Las Vegas this time. I definitely got a lot of shopping done, and my wallet is not even THAT empty. I spent maybe $150 for $300 worth of clothes, so I don't feel that much at a loss.

After this trip, I know that I have gained my families trust, because they let me drive the car for the first time! For at least six hours in total, and I felt really good. I feel like I can finally contribute something to them. I don't know when we will do this again, and it won't probably be for a while. But, I do get to see them every day, and I won't take that for granted.

edit:: Jerry and I face-booked this morning, and what he said rings completely true to me too. I was nodding my head laughing, because I do the same thing at work/home.

8:37am

" i love you so much and miss you so much

i think baout you so much honey that at some points my dreams seem like reality

i think about yuo in the dreams

on post

walking on patrols

almost everting i do i some how relate it to you and just smile

people no shit loook at me like im crazy laughing out of no where smiling like i'm psycho"

That made my day <3